511th entry ~ I can handle that
8:57 pm
Well I found out what he thinks about that last entry. No he didn't read it, but he did repsond to my email. He didn't say anything meaningful, but he said he understands why I think of it as a friendship. Wow...that was two days ago? Seems like a week ago! lol
Since then....meaning today.....I brought up a different topic. I had to baby sit Tuesday night for Sarah. Well....everyone knows how much I love her kid Koby. Well I survived the night and blah blah blah. In the email before I went over, I told Mr. B I think of Koby as 'birth control'. Meaning he's a wonderful reason why I shouldn't be having a kid now and if I ever have a kid like that I'm going to kill it. Well Mr. B responded with "I always think of little kids like that....as birth control." So I was a little confused because on his Myspace profile he's got under 'children' Someday.
Well then this whole thing got to me while I was emailing him. So the last paragraph I wrote him pretty much asked what he thought of kids. I was a little scared at what he might say, but it needed to be heard. I also told him this topic was going to get brought up eventually so lets talk about it. lol
He responded to me tonight along with four pictures of him. yeah! Well....he agreed that this was way too soon to be talking about it, but he did say he doesn't want the responsibility of children until he's at least 30 - 35. That mathmatically would put me at 27 - 32. I honestly could handle that. I really could! But in the end of the paragraph he wrote he said, "Now don't be twisting your hair into a knot thinking about it.....IT'S WAY TOO EARLY........S L O W D O W N :)"
Well ain't he just a sweetheart! At least it was brought up, so now we know where we stand. So now this doesn't need to be brought up again for another ten years. HAHAHAHA
So yesterday I skipped three hours of school. Today however I went the whole day, as I plan on doing tomorrow. Darn....tomorrow is my last full day of high school. YESSSSS!!! As you can see I'm so heart broken about it.
Four years went by really fast. I remember hearing everyone say that when we first arrived as stupid little freshmen. Four years later we're leaving as stupid big seniors. Wow...what the world has come to! haha
Amanda