513th entry ~ Is it July yet?
8:49 pm
I worked Saturday 4-9 and had today off. I feel like a dead beat teenager. I had four days off, work one and now I get another two days off before I work on Tuesday again. How exciting.
So my room mate still has not email me back. I don't think she exists. I emailed Jen to see if it would be possible to get switched into Lee hall right away or just suffer for two weeks before I can move. I'm just not sure about any of this anymore and I'm starting to get really nervious. I don't know about what because this girl hasn't email me back yet.....but I've just got a funny feeling.
Exams start tomorrow. I haven't studied for any of them and I don't care. My sociology exam I believe I can use all my notes, so I'll bring my notebook but probably won't use it. Math...well I haven't handed in one review assignment so who knows how I'll do on that one. I'm going to pass both classes so I don't care. Tuesday I have Senior Comp and that's a questionable one...if I'm going to pass the exam or not. I'll pass the class, but the exam is questionable. Then I've got French.....I'm filling in random bubbles after the listening which I'll just bull shit......and then I'm taking a nap! HAHAHAHAHAHAHAH I'm going to fail the class anyway, and I don't need it to graduate, so I DON'T CARE!! Wednesday I have Personal Finance which shouldn't bee too hard and then yearbook which I don't have to go to but it's a party!!! Come on!!!! So I'm going.
I just got done going through some photos just because. I asked mom if she was going to do a collage at the graduation party. she said no, she hadn't planned on it. Do you know how bummed out I am now?? everyone always gets their pictures together to show off their kids life. Come on!! This graduation is turning out to be a bigger blow off than anything in the world. Grandma isn't going because she just shouldn't go, Rod and Dixie aren't going because the ceramony is 'too late'. SO NOBODY IS COMING TO SEE ME GRADUATE. What the fuck dude. My parents will be there and my kid brother who doesn't want to be there. Grandpa Joe won't come even though my mother is holding out hope for him. He won't come. Kind of like it'll rain on graduation day. It'll rain....I'll put money on that. it's going to rain.....I promise you that. It's just going to rain and then we're going to have to shove everyone in the freaking gym and people are going to be so confused because this was supposed to be outside even though our announcements say they are inside.......OMG!!!!!!!!!
So is it july yet?
Amanda