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2:04 pm
I'm almost set. I mean besides getting dressed and redoing my make up and hair. But I'm almost set. I just got done ironing my graduation gownd. Looks fabulous! haha It's currently hanging off my curtain rod along with my dress. I'm still debating if I want to wear nylons or not. I'm headed towards the NO side of it. I hate the buggers.
Rehersal was at 11:30 this afternoon. It's going to be sooooooo fucked up tonight! OMG. haha It's the first year graduation is outside so everything is different. We're calling people up by advisory which is different too because in the past it's been alphabetical. Which would normally be by advisory, but we've got odd balls in everyone. So we're lining up in a field by advisory. Okay....then we walk in through the locker rooms (apparently we're using two, one for one side and the other for the other side. We only used one at practice). We walk in two lines down the center where we've got rows of seats on either side. North side and South side. I'm sitting in the south side, so facing the state I'm on the right, closest to the river as well. HAHAH We sit and listen to blah blah blah and then they are doing the North side all at once and when they are done calling their names the South side gets done all at once. That's different too. I would've thought it would've been done by row, but apparently not. How rude! So I'm going to be one of the last ones called up to recieve my diploma. Wonderful! Turn our tassles from right to left and some more blah blah blah is spoken and then we leave. I'm going to tell my parents we're meeting at the car. I wonder if I bring my purse if I can put it somewhere. Because I want to bring my camera but nothing can go inside the stadium with us. Humm....So maybe that's not going to work. Damn it, I bought those cameras for nothing! haha There has to be a place to put our belongings.....there has to be! Girls are going to want to do the rest of their makeup there...come on!!!
Well other than that little problem I just thought of, everything will go okay if nobody acts like a retard! None of the grandparents are coming to see me graduate.....I TOLD YOU SO!!!!! So we're going to Pizza Hut afterwards! LOL Then we're coming home to eat cake. I knew nobody besides my parents and brother would be there to watch me. I told mom that so last night when we found out for sure grandpa wasn't coming I looked at her and said "I told ya so!" lol I have little faith in family for a very good reason. Just like I don't expect my freaking Aunt and Uncle from Janesville to come to my grad party. We had to go to theirs and they won't come to ours. I'll be shocked out of my brain if they show up. I don't expect them to though. I hate family. They suck. Can't count on them for anything. Especially mine!
I need something to do for two hours. Humm...phones ringing. hahah
Okay, just talked to about four people about this whole purse issue and it sounds like I might as well not even bring the damn thing. I mean my camera. I could leave my purse at home, no problem, but my disposable camera that I wanted to use to get pictures of my friends.....NOT GOING TO HAPPEN!! That makes me mad. So I have to rely on my parents for all the pictures which is going to piss me off because they don't know what to take pictures of. EVERYTHING....IT'S GOT A MEMORY CARD....IT WON'T FILL UP!!! I have banned my mother from using the camera tonight....father has charge! lol I'm so mad right now I don't know what to do.
My parents are gonna be trying to get a seat so they won't have time to take pictures and shit. If I take the camera I have to find them in the stadium and that's not going to work. After everythings done I'm telling them to go right to the car, I'll meet them there. So there is no time for pictures with friends. This sucks! Whatever.
So I had my dermatologist appointment this morning. I got questioned why I had stopped using some of my medications. After all the talking we decided I'm going on birth control for the acne, plus a pill to help inflimation and then I'll start reusing the ointment she put me on that I stopped. haha the birth control she's not sure will be covered by insurance, so I called dad and he's supposed to find out. if not, for this month at least I'll have to fork out the $40 to pay for it....at least that's what she says it costs. Lovely. She said though this should work and I should really notice the difference in about two months. After six months we'll see about taking me off the other pill just leaving me on birth control and the cream. I hope this works because I'm sooooo sick of acne. I hate it.
Well I need to go busy myself. It's almost three so I've got three hours left, but less than that before I need to leave. We're leaving at quarter to five so we can hopefully get a good parking spot. haha Talk later.....after I graduate!
Amanda