525th entry ~ Transition to Day Shift starts today
3:43 pm
117 Days left.....seems like a lifetime doesn't it? Well to me it does....and even more so now that we've had a serious talk...about something serious. It's almost comical...in a sense. We had a talk about what we feel about each other...no, not the I Love You speach....we've already done that one....we had the other one. The one that expresses the love for one another....at least that's what it's supposed to do. I believe in both of our cases this would be curiosity more than anything else.
Yes, I'm talking about S-E-X.
I told him what I'd been thinking....I actually got up at three am one day and wrote out this email I'd send him telling him what my image/dream was about. Well I wasn't going to tell him until he told me it was okay to tell him anything. I was still embarrassed to write it and then send it to him, but his responce made me feel much better. So we know what were doing when he returns. LOL!
He sent me four more pictures of himself today. He's so adorable. lol I miss him so much. He's going to day shift, so he's probably sleeping right now. He starts tomorrow.....so it'll be really different now. Normally at this time he's working...now he'll be sleeping. It'll just take more time to get used to, that's all. At least he's just about half way done....so November will be here before we know it.
I told him the ball is in his court for making plans for us to meet again. I'll be too busy with classes and work that I won't have time to think about a place to meet. I really don't want him to drive down here again to meet me, but it might be best that way since we all know my history! haha I'm sure I could find whatever he's talking about...but I dunno. So I told him he's got to plan this but he's got plenty of time. Honestly, I'm hoping he does something special....not 'meet me in a resturant again.' That's been done...not again. lol He could surprise me at school....but I might get pissed off because the first time I was on that campus I got lost.....and if he found me that would mean he didn't get lost. LOL It's all up to him.
Well the high today so far has been 92 with the heat index at 104. Oop....now the heat index is 105. lol It's just hot here.....no doubt about it....it's freaking roasting. My car is probably buring up since I don't have the windows down....oh well...I'm not going anywhere. It's windy which helps move the air around, but it's hot hair, not cool air. I've been inside a most of the time. I went out a few times with Toby and to fill up the kiddy pool. It's supposed to storm and that'll bring down the temps, but we've got this dome over Rock County...I swear...so it never storms here like I would like it to. Maybe today it will....there's certainly enough moisture in the air to do so!
Not much else to say I guess. I work tomorrow night, Wednesday, Thursday off, work Friday, Saturday, Sunday. I hate this schedule, but whatever. It's only going to get worse once August comes. Move in day is August 30th so I won't be working then, that first weekend I'll probably stay on campus so I won't be working then...and after that it's going to be Friday after class, Saturday and Sundays. I don't want any time off until I ask for it, and I'm going to tell 'the snake' that. She'll probably give me on day a week off...thinking shes being nice...but it'll really piss me off. I've only got three days a week I can work....I want all three to work!!! But that conversation is still to come. Joy! I should go do something. I've been eating Reese's Peanut Butter M&Ms most of the day....YUMMY!!!!!!! But so bad for your health! lol
Amanda