Through My Eyes

536th entry ~ Getting stuff done before school starts.

1:26 pm
Just playing around on my computer so I thought I'd drop a note. I've been into downloading music...lots of it. haha I've already got over 30 songs which to most people isn't a lot, but in just two days for me it is. Some of the songs I don't feel like transfering them from the other computer, so I just redownloaded them. I've got the Daily Show with John Stewart on right now...it's a good laugh. My advisory group used to watch it everyday. WOW....that's the first time since school ended that I've thought about them. Holy crap!!! hahaha I don't miss that class at all...I don't miss Mr. Lee at all. Nope. Don't miss a thing.

So school starts in two weeks...I move in in one week though. That's a scary thought. I keep thinking I need to do something. Go through stuff, figure out what I need to get and what I don't need. what I've got too much of, and what I don't have enough of. I just don't know where to start. I'm never a last minute packer, and I hate the idea of doing it this time. But honestly, with a week left, I'm not going to know what I'll really need until I'm ready to leave. Like I know I should probably go out and get body wash, and face wash and all that fun stuff to just leave at school. I was just thinking of taking it back and forth, which actually I've got stuff here I could just leave there, but whatever. So yes, I've got stuff to do before I leave. haha Really haven't been in contact with my room mate. a note here and there. She's busy working 50 hour weeks. As long as we know who is bringing what, I'm not too worried about it. Though it'll be kind of weird since neither of us know what one another looks like. Maybe she knows what I look like because I've got a Facebook and Myspace, but I dunno.

I got one thing taken care of before I go back to school. I went and stood in line for an hour at the DMV to get my license renewed. I got there five minutes before they opened, and there was a line of 20 or more people already. I couldn't believe it. So I stood in line for an hour, got to the counter, waited until the system caught up and paid my $24.00 and got my picture retaken (the one looks good) and left. Wisconsin has changed their Drivers License format, so now until you turn 21 your license is vertical. If your older than 21 your license is horizontal. Plus it says when you turn 21, but it's just a different format. Wasn't like that when I first got my license. I've got no restrictions anymore...nothing. I swear I almost failed the eye test though. HAHA That was bad. But I passed in the end and that's all that matters. So now I'm good until 2014 when they'll need to be renewed. I'm not sure I'll even be in this state then. I graduate college in 2010 and after that I plan on being else where. But that's four years away...a lot of things could change from now to then.

As long as I'm headed in this direction, we might as well talk about it. Mr. B of course. He got picked to do a special project so now he's on a messed up schedule for three weeks. He'll still email me, but I have no idea when he gets my emails. What I think he does is writes a responce on word, then send it to me after ten when he wakes up. But I asked him today what the best time was for me to write, night or day. I usually write him first thing in the morning when I wake up, but if night time is going to be easier for him to repsond to, then I'll write him at night before I go to bed. September is almost here and that's one month closer to November. I can't wait.

I sent him a long email yesterday answering a question he had for me a last week. Remember last week when we had the LDR talk?? Well he'd asked me in his responce to let him know if I'd made up my mind if we're together or not because he'd like to spend time with me. Well after a bit of thinking I realized I can't live without him. After all this time...me never wanting to be with anyone, I was so hard core about staying single. And now look at me. I'm melting over a stupid guy. So I wrote him an email telling him what I thought and how I felt. I told him I can't see my future without him in it. the last thing I wrote was 'we're together now and always.' He got it last night and wrote a mini responce (i hope that wasn't all!) and he said he was so glad to hear me say that. He wished he could be with me right now. haha he's sweet. I really can't wait to be with him again.

Work called me yesterday morning. They wanted me to work down in childrens from 1-9 yesterday and today. Well I never called her back, and today I was supposed to babysit so I couldn't. Well as it turned out I don't have to babysit now after much confusion, so I could work, but why bother. We finally got the bill for school costs and my parents now have a loan taken out for my education. Dad said I should get multiple jobs. maybe, but working retail as a primary job is a bitch to try and get a second job with. You NEVER have a set schedule and even if you ask to work only certain days, it's still never a set schedule. So unless I quit pennys, I don't see how I'll be able to have a second job. UNLESS I go back to what mom wanted me to do in the first place. Get a student job on campus. I could do that, no problem. I don't mind because any money from that goes directly to tution. no problem. But my biggest concern is my school work. that's why if I do get a student job it'll be after second semester. I don't know if I can get a job on campus second semester, but we'll see when the time comes.

So it's almost here. I can't believe it. I've waited all my life for this day to come, for this exact moment in my life, and now it's actually here. I just can't believe it. I'm all grown up! :(

Let the parties begin!! haha

Amanda

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