547th entry ~ I'm thinking....
9:36 pm
So I'm thinking again. Help me, stop me. haha I'm thinking of a certain guy who is very far away. I'm thinking about the topic we both can't stand to talk about but both can't stop thinking about. It's a wonderful topic! :) I'm thinking about what it's going to be like to be in his presence again. I'm thinking what it will be like to hold his hand, kiss his lips, touch his body... I'm thinking I can't see myself with anyone else but him, and I've only met him once. I'm thinking our first phone coversation in six months is going to be strange. Strange but wonderful. I'm thinking 45 days is too long but it's better than 100 days. I'm thinking by the end of this weekend I'm going to want to quit my job, but he'll be in the 30s to return home to. I'm thinking I'm going to wear tennis shoes Saturday even though we're not supposed to. I'm thinking they can fire me if they don't like my tennis shoes because I'm working nine hours for them. I'm thinking about the bra and underware set I put on hold. I'm buying it for that special night between Mr. B and I. I'm thinking a lot about that special night(s).
I spent some time yesterday write Mr. B an email much like he wrote me about a month ago. It seriously took me about an hour to write, and I don't think I did that great of a job. He wrote me two emails. The first email said OH....MY....GOD. The second email started out with WoW and then went on to say this was the only thing he was thinking about and that he was shocked. So I did a good job. lol I wrote him two parts but I don't know which one he like the best. I wrote him back this morning and said I was sorry for any 'damages' I may have caused. haha He wrote me back with Any Damage....hahahahahahaha. He said he's been thinking of the same stuff so don't worry. Good. Now I need to stop though because I think this is doing more harm than good because both of us can't do anything. Unless of course we cheat on each other. haha Possibly the end of November, early December. If we go by my body, I think in both of our best interests he should come early December. Unless of course he wants to have sex while I'm menstrating. HAHA Ah, no.
Moving onto a different topic. I am currently on week four of school, almost done actually. I have been here a month already. How flippin scary is that. October is next week already!! I'm getting very comfortable being here. It's still hard from time to time to come back here after a weekend at home, but I'm over it right away. I like being here. I'm starting to feel at home around here. It's only taken me a month to get to this point! haha This is my first normal week with my room mate. FIRST WEEK!!! Tomorrow though starts my messed up schedule. I'm leaving sometime tomorrow afternoon to go back home for dinner. The family and I are going out to Texas Roadhouse for dinner to celebrate dad's birthday. it's on Saturday but I'm working massive hours and dad is at the club all day. I need to go to the art gallery tomorrow because I've got a paper for WOTA due Friday. After I leave the art gallery I'll go home, stop in and pick some stuff up at WalMart, go to dinner and possibly leave for Whitewater right after that. I'm not going to spend the night at home because WOTA is at 8:50 in the morning and I'd have to be up early. Plus I don't want to pack a bag. I might bring some stuff home, but not much. Ooo, gotta bring the blow dryer home for mom. She got a new hair cut and needs the blow dryer. haha
This guy across the hall is very intreging to me. He doesn't talk to anyone, his door is never open, and when our door is open and he comes out, he always walks out backwards. it's like he's scared to have two girls across the hall from him. I've tried talking to him on Facebook but he doesn't write me back. RUDE! He's very quiet, very shy. Hummm...reminds me of someone else I know! haha He whistles every now and then, he sleeps a lot, I never see him eat. He's in and out of his room a lot, but the door is never open and he NEVER talks to anyone. I've pondered the thought of putting post it notes on his door to say hi and talk once in awhile. Now he's got Moutain Dew...oyvette. He tries to act tough...how cute. I don't know him but I'm just judging by body language. Wow....okay
Well I'm going to wonder where my room mate is. Good bye and good night.
Amanda