550th entry ~ The 'hook up' that probably won't happen.
4:18 pm
Well a lot of shit has happened since I last posted that diary entry on Monday. And I mean a lot. I'm not going to go into detail about it, because I think this diary may wind up going public again at some point. Maybe not though. But Mr. B may be given access if he wants it.
I believe I've mentioned the guy across the hall before, Ryan. And if not, well I did now. I'm sure I've mentioned him before. Well last Thursday we started talking for the first time. Through myspace of course. Can't talk in person even though he lives right across the hall. Anyway, we started talking, then Friday we had a dissagreement that lasted through the weekend, but Monday things were made better. I went across the hall because his door was opened and asked if things were cool. I think he was shocked to see me there, but he said things were cool. That he wasn't pissed at me. Wonderful. I went back to my room, Julie went to bed at 10:30. That was a tad too early for me, so I shut the lights and TV off and stayed on the internet for awhile. Well that was the plan anyway. I stayed on until just before 12:30!! I was talking to Ryan on myspace, about stuff I'd rather not put on here. Long story short we're supposed to 'hook' up tonight according to the plan. He's not talking to me and until he does so, I'm not going to 'hook' up with him. I don't know why he's not talking to me, he just isn't. I've been trying to send him messages on myspace and our school email, but he either doesn't read them or he's reading them and not repsonding. Eh, whatever. I was just trying to help him out, no loss to me!
But if something does happen tonight I will for sure mention it in here. But I don't expect anything to go down. I'm not this type of person to begin with, and then I'm not going to do this if you're not going to talk to me. No....So we'll see what happens.
It's been raining and cloudy and windy and COLD out today. BRR! It's terrible. I went to my morning classes, then came back. I went to my meeting with my english teacher that is required of us to do. That wasn't so bad. Not much else is happening today. Very boring. I'm tired again. I think I got a bloody nose last night but i'm not sure. I need to check my sheets. I'm so tired. Might take a nap. But it's Wednesday....Friday's just around the corner!! We'll see what happens tonight, or what doesn't happen. haha
Amanda