551st entry ~ More issues
7:49 am
To say that I'm tired as hell in serious terms, I think I'd have to almost laugh at you. I am seriously stuggling to keep my eyes open right now. Doesn't help though that I woke up maybe five minutes ago from a deep sleep! It was another really long night. Things between Ryan and I have gone out of hand. I don't know what else to say. He's not talking to me. I've sent him a few messages through myspace and he's just ignoring me. So before I leave here for the weekend my goal is to talk to him. Whether in the hallway, in his room, like adults, or like kids, I need to talk to him. He will not tell me what I've done. If he needs time to figure stuff out, fine, but please, please,PLEASE tell me!!! Don't just ignore me because I get very upset when people do that. I understand that's the whole point, but when I can't sleep at night, somethings seriously wrong.
So this has been the story of my life the past few days. Not much else going on. Work tonight 5-10 and have the rest of the weekend off!! Thank God!! It's currently windy as hell outside, so for sure it's going to be cold as well. Good thing I have a coat!! Just one class today, then I'm running away from this damn place, until tomorrow when I come back for the football game! Then Sunday night when I come back for the week. Oh brother.
Somethings gonna have to be figured out and soon. That's all I can say.
Amanda