556th entry ~ A week from hell and it's not over yet.
12:17 pm
Tuesday when I wrote that I was still steamed about his reaction to me. It's now Thursday and I don't care anymore. After what happened yesterday, I've got other things to worry about. Although my dad has told me not to worry about it, we all know I'm going to.
So recalling the events that happened on Tuesday, I think I may have over reacted, but at the same time that's what I was feeling at the moment. I'm not going to go as far as to say I'm going to move back home because that's just stupid. But what I may wind up doing is going home for a little bit one day a week. And right now Tuesdays are looking like the best days. Although I think it's stupid because I'd only be away from home for one day, but it's the only one that makes the most sense right now. Julie won't be here so I would have the room to myself anyway. Come next semester things might change, but we won't know until then. So we'll see what happens.
Yesterday however was the parents doing. They aren't getting along very well lately and they are telling me everything that is going on and I feel like I'm in the middle of it now. Mom sent me an email yesterday morning telling me I needed to call dad to find out what was going on Friday. I called her to ask her whats up and she just told me to call dad again. So I hung up with her and called dad. I said mom told me to call you and then things went to hell. He gave me a half hour lecture about life and why mom is pissing him off and that I'm so much like mom he hates it. I cried a lot during it and it was not fun to hear. Yesterday was another day of hell. I talked to Dawn afterwards about everything and she reasured me that she is always willing to talk and that she understands what I'm going through. Nice to know someone cares.
I've got an appointment scheduled with Mickey next Thursday but I might not be able to make it because dad will have the car next week. I'm upset that I might have to reschedule but what else am I supposed to do? I called today and made a second appointment for the following Thursday and I told her what's up. She just said make sure to call by Wednesday if I'm not going to be able to make it. I hope I can....I really need to talk to her.
It's been a week from hell and it's not over yet. That's whats sad. Just keep breathing...right?
Amanda