560th entry ~ His reaction was priceless
3:11 pm
Well I think it's terribly sad to say I'm excited I got my period today. I haven't had a period for about three months now, and in the mean time have been screwing around but have been on the pill and have used protection. But I got my confermation that everything is okay. But I still think it's sad that I was excited.
Yesterday I had some fun though. I haven't done a photo shoot for awhile and wanted to do one yesterday. Lynne and I were talking and she gave me some advice. Something with sheets. I wanted to make it something sexy for Brian. Well I did what I did before with the candles. But this time I took a flat sheet, tacked it to the wall and used that as my background. I stood in front of it, with lighting and the camera on a tripod and took some pictures. I was wearing a white quarter sleeved polo with a black bra and black panties. That was it! Some of the pictures turned out amazing, others could use work, and others just sucked. The picture quality on this camera dissappointed me. My cheaper one takes much better pictures than this one does. The lighting was good when I was taking the pictures but sucked looking at them. I had to go through and edit to make them look lighter and take out the camera noise. After the edit some of the pictures looked very professional. Except the hair because when I had the fan on me the details of the hair got blurry. Nothing huge, but still. So I sent 14 pictures to Brian and he loved them all! He couldn't believe how good they turned out. He was calling me all sorts of lovely names, like beautiful, hot, sexy...all sorts of good things! I couldn't believe he liked them that much. I got a great reaction out of him, much better than I had expected. But I was happy. I guess some of the pictures do look quite good. I don't think of myself like that though. I don't think I'm pretty, I don't think I'm hott, maybe cute but that's only because I'm little. So it was nice to hear that kind of stuff coming out of his mouth. He said he will look at them everyday until I come down. aw!
I miss him so much. Nine days! I cannot wait to see him. He said when he picks me up at the air port he's going to carry me to his truck and never let me go the whole four days that I'm down there! AW! I want to see him now, but I'll wait until next Friday at nine in the evening! It'll go by fast. I know it will.
Until then....
Amanda