573rd entry ~ Huh.
8:53 pm
Happy Tuesday. There’s really nothing good to say about Tuesdays in my opinion. Same with Wednesdays, which is tomorrow. Huh.
The day wasn’t quite a total loss. Started my morning out with a very odd dream. Had a dream that my family and I as well as the extended family took a private jet all the way to Australia with my grandfather as the pilot. While I was on this plane I got told that my RA from Whitewater had died in childbirth. Huh.
I had plans like I normally do for the day. Clean, do laundry, watch the soaps, maybe play with the bunnies, that sort of thing. Most days I never wind up getting to any of that because I get lazy. Today however I did do laundry; I also set up the Halloween things around the apartment though I know it is way too early to do so. After this not much else proceeded to happen because then my computer decided to go completely berserk on me. Wouldn’t respond to anything, was not keeping track of time, just being stupid. I’d kill it and try and restart but the same problem kept happening. Since I only bought this computer a few months ago, I decided to use the technical support I was given when purchasing through HP. I spent an hour on the phone with India, and I got my computer fixed and back to normal. We’ll see how long this lasts. Huh.
I decided to do something different tonight. I’m watching Lipstick Jungle. This of course after two episodes of season four of Grey’s Anatomy on my computer. Love that show. I’m into chick flicks. I’m a chick so it only makes sense, but I have to watch this stuff in the bedroom as to not interfere with the boyfriends sleeping time on the couch or hurt his emotional feelings because he can’t be these guys on TV I adore so much. Huh.
I think I like this show. Very odd name but I think I like it.
The boyfriend has been on my case a little about what was bothering me yesterday. He asked me this morning while he was getting ready if I was okay and if I wanted to talk to him about it. I stated once again it was nothing he’d want to hear about because it would only upset him. No need to say something so disturbing to a relationship that is already on shaky ground. I feel it’d only make things more unbearable than they already are. Today I tried not thinking about Mr B too much. I realize I have to move on and so does he, but it doesn’t take the rock in the gut feeling away. I suppose I have to do something about this, but I don’t know what yet. Huh.
Amanda