598th entry ~ My life altering question may have been answered.
8:31 pm
Hello one and all. I see I am on a bit of a come as I please routine with this diary. I do apologize as I have nothing roaming around in the brain lately that needs to be vented out. I suppose this is a good thing?
I would like to also apologize for my shitty attempt at updating the look of my diary. I tried to center my big pictures (yes, those are all taken by yours truly) but somehow I could not get the HTML figured out so instead of deleting the entire layout, I just gave up. Much simpler that way. I added the dashed lines which I find absolutely fabulous and centered my bottom piece. It will do until I get bored beyond believe again to give this a whirl.
Work has been getting ridiculously slow lately. I hear that comes with the early months right after holiday. Sucks though cuz I'm actually trying to survive with this job. I've thought about getting a second job, but it was hard enough to get one job, let alone two. So I may have to get creative soon to try and survive.
Oh, and my checking account has less than $30 in it for two weeks. Yes, so excited.
I got bored enough today that I took pictures of the boys fish. Yes I know. Strange. In reality though it is quite difficult to take pictures through an aquarium without it looking all distorted and shit. I did manage to get a few good looking pictures, out of 50 or so, so I was quite happy. Amazing how stupid things will entertain me.
I have come to a very harsh realization in my life. I have no friends. I find this hilarious because I get alone with people so great, but I sometimes wonder if I put up this invisible box around me to not let people get close. I do have friends, a select few, but all of which I do not keep in touch with like I used to. It doesn't so much have to do with me as it's them and their busy lives. I'm not mocking this in anyway, I just feel a wee bit left out.
This still comes very comical to me though as I am 21 and find 'happiness' on a pen pal website. I have met someone very interesting who I think if we had been living in the same town together growing up, we may have been best friends. Too bad I don't live in San Diego though.
My mom leaves for Sarasota on Saturday morning. I'm completely jealous. I'll be going into work an hour after she is scheduled to get on a bus to head to Chicago. So jealous.
I started book three of four yesterday in the Twilight series. It's taken me so long because I need to be in bed earlier, but I'll get through it. Sure enough.
Speaking of, I should go do something. Maybe read a bit. Ta ta for now.
Amanda